It’s almost as if
we put together our subconscious
to try and figure out
how we could amplify trust and doubt
we had the ingredients
to make a beautiful taste
but instead we opted
to cook a bitter waste
too late to say what if
too early to say regret
too late to wish for a restart
too early to wish we never met
blueandhismusings 
Great to read your work again, you have been missed!
Very tough emotions esp. the last stanza captures the dilemma well.
Thank you very much! It’s great to post again; even though I wrote this in what seems like a lifetime ago it’s nice to read it back sometimes 🙂 x